Chapter Twenty One
Elmy,
The River
Kasora begins in a snowfield hanging far above the jade city from whence it
draws its name. If you’ve climbed the Road to the Sun to reach it, the
snowfield marks a significant event. It’s the first time that the mountains have
given up their otherwise relentless attempt to try and kill you. The pass opens
unto a broad and gentle field blanketed by snow eternally trickling down from both
the mountains and the sky. The field starts out nearly as flat as the bottom of
the caldera and forms a stretched-out horseshoe more than three kilometers broad
and just about as thick at its middle. It becomes the very top rim of the
valley below. Then it starts to drop. Slowly, almost imperceptibly, the land tilts
both down and toward its own center. It bows to a gravity it alone can feel.
The curve
of the snowfield steepens as it descends, looking more and more like some mad confectioner’s
funnel. Here and there plumes of steam poke holes in the blanket. The steam is
caused by water bubbling up from the heart of the Spine of the World. The
springs form a network of tiny braiding streams. The courses meet each other,
first as little more than seeps, then as rivulets that flick around the rocks
and pebbles the heated waters have themselves exposed. While the brooks follow
the snowfield down, they come together, tumbling ever faster.
By the time
you hear, in the distance, a sound that is somewhere between a moan and a roar,
the streams have formed a creek. It runs through a channel down the center of
the snowfield, now in an undeniable descent. The creek grows. By the time it
forms its first waterfall, it’s too broad to jump across. By the time the slope
overall has steepened enough to imperil anyone’s footing, the creek has perhaps
hit an underground lake and become something that might arguably be called a
river.
The moan,
you understand, is growing louder now because you are nearing the end of the
protected area, and because it is the wind. The snowfield starts to drop away,
fast. The river churns white, a constant torrent. You could not throw a stone
across it. A vast something impends. The roar you’ve heard is water falling.
The slope becomes such that no sane man would stand upon it.
The
immanence, you find, is overwhelming absence. Someone’s torn a hole in terra
firma. End of the line. Because suddenly, even though it’s been building all
along, the world drops away over a precipice more than four thousand meters
down. Below, an emerald valley cradles the cerulean resurrection of the river
and an entire city the color of jade, seen through the tattered mists of the water
being blown apart beneath your feet. The city Kasora, once home to more than a
million souls, sits above cliffs on the river’s right-hand side, a long finger
of jade Profusionist metal. Across the river, a broad and gentle slope that
could be the calmer child of the snowfield. The valley, tearing away into the
west, is almost too beautiful to be believed.
Or it
should have been. The emerald meadow, viewed through oculars, was streaked black
with the mud of what were clearly trenches, the first bend of the river was pocked
by artillery impacts, and the pristine river beyond a certain point had turned
the colors of shit and blood. The crossing had been contested. Seen through my
oculars, tiny golden orbs arched from just across the river toward the city’s
north end, and its only crumbling gate. The army of Jerem Cozak, working the
last part of what looked like a brutal siege.
“Nogilian,”
I said. He grunted. “Nogilian!”
“I know,”
he said.
I put the
oculars down. “They aren’t going to make it.”
The city
was packed. I had no idea where they all had come from. Not a million Augers, to
be sure. But more than fifty thousand, definitely. They were everywhere:
rooftops, alleys, plazas, and I hated to think of how many spearmen might be
waiting inside the windows of those buildings. Worse, in the heart of the city squatted
a citaI atop its own walls and surrounded by open courtyards. In military
parlance, we call them killing fields. One did not have to wonder how the
Historians of this world had kept their High Temple intact.
“Seriously,
Nogilian. They’re gonna die.”
Our friends
were modestly outnumbered. That does not go the way of the attackers. There’s
just too much going against you. The avenue for success in that endeavor is a
ratio of ten to one supporting. And yet Jerem Cozak would not retreat. Never. Even
if he did know.
“There is
no descent, our Guardian. We have looked.”
We had.
That was why we had not just turned around in the caldera and gone to await our
deaths upon the Shuni stair. I had thought that perhaps whatever had opened up
the pass would have also trailed on down into the valley, that we could ride in
as saviors upon a gentle road.
No such
luck. That pass marked the end of the cut, not its beginning. The highlight of
the last watch or so had been Nogilian asking me questions about the ship that
I refused to answer, and me damn near losing control of my valkyrie on the
snowy slope. We both had had to dismount long before approaching the scenic
edge.
I thought
about the Niskivim. A mistake realized long ago, that their war against the
khrall had damned near wiped out a galaxy of innocents. What would you do to
rectify that kind of oversight? What could
you do?
Let oceans
swallow you, as Jerem Cozak had said. The sentiment felt ever more
appropriate.
“Our
Guardian,” said Nogilian. “We should return. We’ll see no victory here.”
Hardly a stranger
to defeat. Lying asleep in a swamp for a decade, the boots of his enemies
marching over him. He was aware of our own thousands awaiting our return. He
was worried about them. I had not explained what we or they were doing.
It should
all work together, I had told him across the campfire. This world was made to
work as one.
You must go
down, Suriel had said.
“Our men
are terrified,” Nogilian said again. “They don’t know what happened with the
ship.” He meant that he didn’t either. I’d ordered them to stay put in the
caldera, shimmering golden lights and all.
What would
you do? I wondered again. What could you possibly give them to atone?
“Old friend
of mine,” I said. “Enemy of our enemy. The ship doesn’t like the nightwind.”
I watched Jerem
Cozak’s assault, mind following two tracks at once.
Suppose you
had without realizing nearly destroyed a civilization. Suppose that same
civilization was collapsing around a simple problem: you could talk faster than
light, but never travel that way.
The gate
was collapsing. Jerem Cozak was minutes from breaking through. Then he would
charge into the trap that was going to kill him.
Was there a
Healing Well in Kasora? I had asked Nogilian. Did it go shut about the same
time?
I turned
and started walking back toward my valkyrie.
What would
you gift the ones you so nearly extinguished? Would you maybe give them a bit
of super-intelligent technology? Something to help them crawl back from the
dark years down the road?
I started
trotting up the snowfield.
These Arks,
anything else go quiet about that time? I had asked. Jerem Cozak had always
spoken, from the very first, as though he would finish in Kasora.
Let oceans
swallow you, he’d once said to me.
Yeah.
You must go
down.
I broke
into a run. Nogilian followed.
“Cassan
Vala,” he said as we reached our machines. “You have decided something.”
I shook my
head. “Boom, Nogilian,” I said. “Boom.”
I could
hear him thinking as we mounted. I did not wait for his reply. We started
together toward the men. I pressed my valkyrie as fast as it would go. We tore
through the pass and swooped down into the caldera and the fault, the fields of
our machines swishing a skim of snow aside.
“Our
Guardian,” was all Nogilian said as we slowed, in a tone which meant he
understood. The ranks of my army parted to let us pass. It occurred to me that
the streamers of golden light stood exactly in the center of the caldera. A
natural amphitheatre. There I stopped.
Twenty five
thousand men and women awaited my command. I drew up in their midst. I wept for
what I was about to say. I dismounted. I didn’t wipe my face. I paused a moment,
to breathe and to sure I had absolutely everyone’s attention. Nogilian stood at
my right hand. Silently, Ash drew up by
my left.
“My dead,”
I shouted, and heard the Swarm augment my voice. “My army of the dead! I’m
about to make you dead in truth. On the other side of that pass waits the jewel
city Kasora. It is besieged by Jerem Cozak, our ally, who would give his life
to free this world. Right now, he’s breaking the main gate. And then he’s going
to die. He and all his men will die unless we do something.
The
romances indicate that I should give you a choice. But we’re here because we
know that real decisions don’t feel like choices at all. Not the ones that
matter! Below, fifty thousand men are about to charge a fortress manned by Augers
which considerably outnumber them. There’s only one outcome to that equation – unless
we add ourselves. It’s a fair exchange. More than fair. We can hand that city
to him on a platter! I tell you there won’t be one damned building left intact.
When you
clear the pass you’ll hit a snowfield. Fall out by company. Follow me north along
the right-hand side. It will steepen. Accelerate. Maintain control as long as
possible. When you feel your valkyrie going, or when you see me going – turn into the slide. Clear the edge of
the slope and you’ll see the city we’re destroying. It will be beneath you. The
goal is to get as far out from the edge of the cliff as you can. Then let go.
Your valkyrie should hit Kasora moments before you do. The more of them that
hit at once, the better.
I hope you
like explosions, because the world will never see anything like this again.
These are my last commands.”
I turned
and got on my valkyrie. There was no applause. No rousing cheer. No fanfare led
us through the rocky gates. No one threw flowers beneath the fields of my
machine. But my dead parted again to let me pass, and I could feel them falling
in again behind me, every last one. Ash rode on my one side, Nogilian silently
upon the other. Ash would love the heroism. But I wondered if Nogilian would
feel relieved. Whatever burden he’d carried across these continents, he could finally
put it down here. He could put it all down.
But I could
not stop thinking as we rode through the pass. Ash coughed beside me.
You must go
down, Suriel had said.
What would you do, what would you sacrifice,
to atone for almost genocide? What gift would make that up? Something to help
them along the way?
Then let
go, I had told my men.
We hit the
snowfield. Falling out by company meant a column fifty wide, in loose
formation. We’d cover about half the slope. The whole upper half. Ash and Nogilian
rode in unison beside me. The world turned beautiful, as it had not done for me
since Academy.
Let oceans
swallow you, Jerem Cozak had said. You must go down, spake Suriel.
Did Kasora
have a Healing Well? I had asked Nogilian. Did other machines close about this
time?
I sped up.
The snow blurred beneath my feet. It was blinding white in the noonday sun. My
heart ached with the clear grandeur of it. The northern limb of the snowfield
was about a kilometer long, just about enough. Nogilian’s white armor shone.
Everything
should work together, I’d told him. This world was made to work as one. Like
the machines –
You must go
down. Let oceans swallow you.
Let go, I’d
told my men.
I
accelerated more. The armor did not shield me from the roaring of the wind as I
flew forward. The streams blurred away beneath me and my machine. Now, behind
me, my army of the dead began to yell, to scream, a primal triumph sound. Ash
laughed beside me. Joy suffused my being.
My allies,
I’d said. The enemy of my enemy. They don’t like nightwind.
You must go
down. Let oceans swallow you.
This world
was made to work together. Like the machines –
My field’s
hold slipped a bit. The valkyrie’s nose slid south. I slewed into the turn. The
southern peaks across the valley surged forward. The line of the mountains
could have been crystal, serrated and glinting in the sun. I wept gladly for
every moment of my life. I was never going to reach those peaks. The immanence
neared, sucked in.
What would
you give them?
Did Kasora
have a Healing Well?
Let go, I’d
said to them.
These Arks,
did other things close about this time?
My valkyrie
shot over the rim of the cliffs above Kasora. Cleared it by a good ten paces. I
released my legs, kicked myself forward, spread my arms. For all the difference
it would make. My valkyrie fell away into the abyss. Then, so did I.
Let oceans
swallow you.
What would
you give?
Made to
work as one!
You must go
down.
These Arks,
let go.
Like the
machines beneath—
Oh. Oho.
I sent a
series of images to Jerem Cozak. It was how the White Swarm communicated, after
all. I had no doubt they’d survive the fall, at least. I could feel them
thickening around me, clinging, trying to slow my plummet.
It wasn’t
going to work. It’s okay, I told them. Today, I’ve done enough.
A line of
valkyries joined mine, more and more tumbling over the cliff’s sheer edge,
flipping end over end over end. Some riders threw themselves clear, spreading
out beside me. Most did not. Panicked, I supposed, in the end. The wind blew us
south as we fell. Was there, amidst the Swarm, also a golden form beneath, with
arms like wings spread wide, to try to save us still?
Let go, I’d
told my dead. I finally understand. It’s okay. It’s going to be okay.
The valley,
I decided, was delightful after all. Streaked, smeared, fractured, earth torn black
by the wars of men, each detail an anguish mirroring our own. Yet the remaining
grass was emerald, the river cerulean to match the sky, the jewel city still
jade before our valkyries hit.
Let go, I’d
said. It’s okay. You can lay it all down.
Astounding detail. The river rushing up, dapples glinting golden in the sun. The city
walls upon tiny cliffs clawing up toward
me. The first few blasts blooming up like orange and red and yellow flowers
beneath my feet. Jerem Cozak would understand. The wind blew me southward,
toward the river.
Let go. I understand.
The
explosions built into a wall of flame roaring up if I looked back, an inferno barreling
through the northern part of town. Forward, pebbles in the river grew to rocks then
boulders to crash into. Everything got bigger. I’d hit just before the ford.
The men marching like ants toward the city, then like silver toys toward their
doom.
But they
were free. I’d set everyone free. Nogilian was free, falling somewhere beside
me. He could finally put it down. We could all put it down.
Let –
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