For
Stefan
Part
One
1
And any person may, at eight years,
and sixteen, and at twenty- four, come to the local Temple to be tested, to see
if he or she might serve.
-
The Rule of the Jade Temple, by Historian Stalef
He
always knew it would end with a knife. The blade slid across his cheek as
though filleting some small animal. It scalded and seared and he bit his tongue
to keep from screaming. The Temple’s anteroom was dark and hot and he was
half-blinded by the torches on either side of his face. He sweated like a
madman. The ropes that bound him to his chair, ostensibly for his own
protection, chafed his wrists abominably.
Apprentice
Marl peered into his eyes – seeing, Del imagined, whether or not he suffered.
Whatever the young Historian glimpsed, he smiled thinly from beneath his jade
cowl and heated the blade again for the next incision. Soon Del would carry six
scars in sum; four he’d gotten in years before.
When
Marl smiled, Del hated him. Del hated Marl's long winding frame, his grand
column of a nose, his high cheekbones. Del hated his shining brown eyes, and
his smell of incese and parchment. He hated that Marl's stride as he walked
around the chair was smooth and self-assured. And he hated most of all that
Marl's dark, soft jade robes granted him access to the Temple's vault of the
electric tomes of Profusionist history.
Del
wanted that access more than anything. And he was just as tall and thin as the
apprentice, but his mane of auburn hair and beard were both unkempt. And his
eyes were dulled by the ache of protracted malnutrition, and he stank of the
Market's sweat and dust. When he walked, dejection slowed his gait - and it was
the weight of poverty instead of Temple finery that stooped his shoulders. Marl
showed him, then, everything he could have been, given sufficient
opportunity.
“You
are marked, Del Tanich of Ariel,” said Historian Senre, his words rumbling from
the darkness beyond the apprentice. “You
may not study at this or any other Temple of the History of the Profusion. You
may not attempt to join the Order of the Children of History again. This, I, Senre, Head Historian of the city
Ariel, decree.”
Del
might have mistaken his booming voice for that of the exaltants, were they not
gone from the world entirely – and if he had not seen the fat old man nearly
every day for twelve interminable years. The Temple cared for orphans, and
Senre had headed the local Temple for as long as Del could remember. So it had
been Senre who had taken Del off the street when he was very young, Senre who
had funded his meals, and Senre who had steered him toward the studies of
rhetoric and sums. Del owed very nearly everything to him.
“Yes,”
Del said, “I fear I shall always be a disappointment.” He wondered if he would
be ashamed whenever he finally did kill the two of them.
As
soon as Del’s mouth was still, Marl made the other incision on his right cheek.
The knife, heated to glowing orange, would scar for life. Del would forever
bear marks like those of hardened criminals, or those who deserted the veilmen,
though his were cut horizontally. Still, another offence would now mean his
execution.
“Do
not take it hardly, Del,” said Senre. “Few have the stomach even for a second
trial, let alone a third. Failure frightens the young. Strange, isn’t it? The
righteous fear not – that’s what you should remember, Del. These mark you as a
necessarily honest man.”
“Or
an incompetent criminal,” Del said, wincing. He kept forgetting to be
insincere. Marl still stood over him, inspecting his work, turning his neck
this way and that. Del began to suspect he’d enjoyed employing that blade – a
state ill befitting a Historian. They weren't supposed to enjoy anything.
“You
merchants are so self-conscious about your associations,” Senre said, writing
at a lectern in the corner. “You need
not be. Oh, I know there are those elements in the Market who oppose the
Temple, who consort with smugglers and purchase power with wealth. But they are
not many, I think, and cannot be very much adept at cooperation.”
“So
we don’t pose a threat to you,” Del said. He knew that Senre was writing the
letter to the High Historian that would forever formalize his verdict
concerning Del. “That's good,” he added, “because our taxes must contribute a
tenth of the Temple’s revenue by now.”
Senre
did not pause his writing. “Come now, Del, it is not good for you to be
insulting. Besides, the donations of the people keep us comfortable enough.
There, I said it – though Marl here would disagree, never in this life are we
freed of base desire, never in this life does reason liberate our souls. But
you need to see that not all things can be counted in your coin.”
Senre
finished writing with a flourish and walked across the room to seal it. He had
the soft jowls and red face of the obese, and his fingers when he reached for
the nearest message case were thick and shortened like a child’s. But Del could
not help but see in him authority and that trait men called grace. Senre
maintained his rank despite his physical appetites. He compensated for weakness
by force of intellect. Following the Revised Orders, he had even let his hair
grow a bit, though of course the top of his head was always bald.
But
Apprentice Marl, who finally released his grasp, carried no hair on his head at
all. He followed the discipline of the Old Orders, the unaltered ones that
Historian Staleph himself pronounced four hundred years before. He had found no
weakness, then, and thus needed no compassion.
Del
now wished that Historian Senre had wielded the blade. The whole ceremony was
dragging on. The tiny, silvery, dust-like machines in the plastic testing cubes
had slid away from his hand nearly a watch before. They had not even warmed his
skin. And so the slim metal pages of the Histories of the Profusion would never
scroll their lines before his eyes. They would always remain to him as dim and
blank as stone. He could already hear the disappointment in the smooth deep
voice of Ryn Batyst, though his mentor would try to hide it.
He
did not need to affect his scowl. Infiltrating the Temple would have been a
master stroke. The Blooded were not the first group to have dreamed of bringing
the Temple down, but they were the first who might succeed, and he had wanted
to contribute.
Around
him, the light of the torches limned the brass and gold and jade of the
Temple’s intricately ornamented side. Along the way the light threw shadows
among the relief carvings of the exaltants of the Profusion departing the
galaxy and the exaltants shaping Thaeron by artifice. Machines the size of
cities and spiraled like shells scooped up mountains and carved out the oceans
between the continents.
Yet
no one knew where those machines had gone. And no one knew what the exaltants
of the Profusion had looked like. But that stopped no Temple from displaying
their likeness everywhere: humanoid beings made entirely of golden light,
people as they might become through theophany, winged with wisdom and casting
not shadows, but illumination. The Historians published whatever truth they
chose.
Marl wandered back to Del’s side. He sniffed and brushed
the dust off of the beige collar of Del’s best but tattered tunic. Del wondered
why he had not put the knife away. But, in the next instant Historian Senre
turned toward Apprentice Marl with an abrupt whirling of his dark jade robes.
He raised a finger, as though he suddenly remembered something – and Marl’s
knife nicked at Del’s throat. He jerked in astonishment, which movement meant
that the blade pressed more closely against his skin.
Senre
stepped toward them both.
Del
clenched his jaw and bit back a low despairing cry. He was doomed, then. They
knew everything. He would be tortured until he died or gave up his accomplices.
Marl clamped a hand against his forehead, and forced it back. Del feared for
the Blooded because he would not hold out. He had never been resolute.
But
with a rustling sound Historian Senre drew from his sleeve a scroll of ordinary
parchment. He unfurled it before Del’s eyes.
Del
froze his face, afraid to react.
Upon
the sheet was sketched in gray ink the portrait of a young artist. He
recognized her instantly. She sold her art in one of the stalls down the street
from him. She brought four or six paintings each morning and produced more
throughout the day, selling them in turn.
“Do
you know this woman?” Senre asked.
She
never spoke to him. Instead, she walked past in calm determination, as though
she did not see him. He wished he were so cool. When he saw her, his mind
whirled like the frames of a daguerreotype. A sort of electric paralysis seized
him, as though he were epileptic. He had hired a girl the first night he left
the Temple’s care, but to this one he stammered to say hello.
She
was never dusty.
Marl
twitched the knife against the skin of his throat again. “We said, do you know
this woman? We’ll know if you lie, we always know.”
Daily,
he cursed himself for cowardice. His only consolation was that she rarely spoke
to anyone. And once, at the height of boldness, he had purchased one of her
self-portraits. It had cost him a week’s earnings. But he could not help but
buy it when she saw that she had drawn herself walking by the canvas, dark red hair
trailing as she passed, ringlets shivering in her wake. She reminded him of
someone he couldn’t quite remember. He had found her name, Adlasola Oso, signed
along a branch in the painting’s background.
He
shook his head. “No,” he said. “I have never seen her. I swear that I have not!”
The porcine senior
motioned again and Marl delicately danced the point of the knife across Del’s
throat. “Good,” boomed Senre. “We
believe you, but… have you ever heard of the Blooded?”
Del’s mind lurched. He
was totally confounded. Were they toying with him, not satisfied to simply have
him in their grasp? He had never been a good deceiver, and Historians trained
to read each other’s lies.
“N—no,”
he stammered, “What are they, one of the smuggler’s gangs?” He began to
tremble. “No! I swear I do not know!”
The
blade pricked another drop of blood from his throat. The Head Historian’s gaze
bore upon him with piercing calculation. Long ago, he would have assassinated
his predecessor to take the seat of Ariel. And he would now be training Marl to
do likewise to some other key Historian. The horror of all their mental discipline
was that they truly could master their emtoions to an unnatural degree.
But
Senre withdrew, sighing. He nodded to Marl, who cut Del’s bonds and turned
away, holding the knife before him. But, Senre, still standing at his feet,
pointed to the scroll just as Marl vanished behind a heavy jade-dyed curtain.
“Well,
she has heard of the Blooded, if you have not. Beware, Del Tanich. They are
terrorists. The Faith doubts me, and says I’m chasing rumors. But the Blooded
would destroy this city. Why does this woman ask for them? Our artist is quite
fantastic, don’t you think?”
“Oh,”
Del said. “Yes. It’s striking. She could be real.”
Senre
nodded. “She is all too real. And while we would not harm her, we would like to
ask her questions. Why would anyone seek the Blooded? How do they recruit? If
you find her, we might find some...unofficial capacties, within the Temple.”
And he nodded once
again to indicate that Del could go. Still shaking, Del rose and walked dazed
toward the great double Temple door. When he thought of Senre’s question about
recruiting, he nearly laughed outright. The Blood of History had its ways.
But
the long walk across the broad stone sanctuary was sobering. He had just
stepped closer to death. He could only thank the lingering grace of the
Profusion that Head Senre’s familiarity had dulled his perceptions. No doubt
Senre remembered the rashly pious youth who'd gone to Temple every Eightday. In
a few more paces, Del had driven away even his fears.
Outside,
atop the broad Temple stairs, stood a baker in his faded white guild smock,
with hair like a mess of straw. No doubt the man had just observed the Rites of
Dusk, those devotions which marked the final extinguishing of light before
darkness fell. The evening rites were the most popular, because everyone knew
that humanity lived at the end of the long diminution of its days. Even now,
Thaeron downed the last dregs of the benefits of the Profusion throughout the
galaxy - and called it grace.
“Beautiful
evening, yes?” the baker asked, nodding in his direction.
Del
nodded again. “I prefer the evenings. The sun’s not been down an hour, there’s
no smugglers or thieves, no courtesans or gangs. Honest merchants can just walk
home smelling dinner – rice and beef and eggs.
It’s the time for ordinary men.”
The
man smiled. “Ah, look,” he said, pointing back over the Temple’s outline of
dome and spike and spire. “Perhaps the exaltants still listen. Isn’t that
supposed to be a sign?”
Del followed the
baker’s pointing finger toward a streak of fire in the sky and shook his head.
The street around them was filling with a dull whisper that deepened to a
shriek as the object came toward them from the south. “No,” he said, over the
noise. “You are thinking of a meteor, but those are smaller, and make no noise.
This comes too close and fast.”
“Then
what is it?” he asked, as the trail of orange and yellow flame streaked overhead,
beyond the mountains, and fell sharply toward the Fackablest, the boreal
forests of the north. “Something from the exaltants themselves? Perhaps they’re
returning from beyond the void.”
Del
shook his head. “No. But it is a relic of the Profusion – that plume comes from
the engine of a starship. The crews are long dead, of course, though their
equipment still guides them to their destination. But because no one helps them
land, they stumble into our atmosphere and burn.”
The
other man sounded uncertain. “That seems like an omen to me, Initiate.”
Del
shook his head again. “I’m no part of any Temple. But I suppose it is an omen.
It will only happen once or twice in our lifetimes. And the Historians thought
there might never be another. It's just that no one has ever been able to guess
their significance.”
“Well,
it couldn’t be a good one,” the baker said.